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Connection to the world.

I am on page 289 and on chapter 33 in P.S. I Love you i read a lot over the weekend and the part that i read this time Holly found out that before her husband passed away he booked a Holly day for her and her friends to Lanzarote and when she found out she went to the place he booked it at and she asked Barbara about it and Holly broke down in tears and Barbara was scared she never made a customer cry but she sat there with Holly why she cried and told her every detail she could remember about her and gerry's conversation. So Holly and her friends finally went on the trip and then her friend brought up the fact that she never talks about Gerry and she said "i don't know how to talk about him." Then she thought for a while "I don't know wether to say 'Gerry is' or 'Gerry was' i don't know wether to be sad or happy when i talk about him to other people. it's like if i'm happy when i talk about him certain people judge me and expect me to be crying my eyes out. When i'm upset when talking about him it makes people feel uncomfortable." She stared out to the black sea sparkling in the background and her voice was quieter when she spoke again. " I can't tease him in conversation like i used to because it feels wrong. I can't talk about things he told me in confidence because i don't want to give his secrets away, because they're his secrets. i just don't quite know how to remember him in conversation. it doesn't mean i don't remember him in here," she tapped the side of her temples. This is on page 237. The girls went out to the beach and went to clubs and worked on there tan while they were there and had a near death experience. Then they went home and all the girls decided it would be a good idea to stay away from each other for a few days having been together a whole weak and all. Then a couple days later she got invited to a dinner with her friends and other people she doesn't know. So she went to the dinner and she was questioning wether to go into the dinner because they were all married but then she saw Daniel and went in with him but they agreed to leave by 11. But at the dinner her friend Sharon was pregnant and Denise was getting married. Then she had another letter to open and neither Denise or Sharon called to see what it said so she started thinking that everything with Gerry didn't matter to her friends anymore. My connection to the world is how Holly reacts about not talking about Gerry most married couples do that when there husband passes away.

Sentence Starter(Mr. Lepualoe)

My opinions on the main character are that she is a very sad person at times when she thinks about her husband. But she can be really runny and outgoing when she meets new people. she is really sarcastic though when she is frustrated or mad (ect.) But in my opinion i think she would be an easy person to get along with...she loves to party but hates getting to drunk and reminded of the things she couldn't remember when she was drunk she gets embarrassed easily.

Connection to your life!

I am on chapter 20 Pg. 173 in P.S. I Love you and I have read a lot sense my last blog and I just got finished reading about her birthday. So for her birthday she wanted a "girls night out" and so that's what she got with her friends Denise, Sharon, and Ciara her sister. They all drank and opened presents and she liked them all very much and then they all went to the popular club and partied and drank and didn't remember anything the next day and slept really late and awoke with a headache the next morning and then thinking back on there actions they told each other they would never go out again because they don't like the fact that they got as drunk as they did. Slightly after the party she opened another letter and it basically told her to pack away his belongings to remember him by he said "You don't need to wear my sweater to feel me around you i'm already there...always wrapping my arms around you." she wanted someone to be there with her but then again she knew she needed to be alone so she answered when her brother called and talked when he wanted to talk. So my connection to my life would be when she is going through boxing and bagging up Gerry stuff so she could give it to people he wanted it to go to. I had a hard time doing that with my mom when my grandpa passed away i kept having to leave the room because i just couldn't handle it all especially because it was only a week or two after he passed away.

Visualzation

I am still reading P.S. I Love you and now i am on chapter 7 almost 8 and Holly actually has her friend Sharon comes over wakes her up gets her to get up take a shower and get ready to have a fun day. so while Holly takes a shower sharon cleans Holly's whole house in the hour that Holly is in the shower then she starts crying again. So after a day full of laughter and fun and some more crying Sharon finally leaves and makes holly promise to eat because in the past 2 months Holly lost a lot of weight her tightest pants were no longer tight on her they fell to her waist so Holly promised sharon she would eat. Then sharon leaves and she called her mum and made a time to go get the envelope and she got up the next morning everyone had been telling her she looked like crap and she finally noticed it and went to her hairdresser and she was there with him until like 3:30 and she had an awesome time for the first time in the past 2 months and when she started laughing with him she just couldn't stop. My visualization part is about when Sharon came over banging on Holly's door and Holly was asleep having a dream about Gerry but she woke up and Sharon was there and she loved Sharon because she always told the truth she never beat around the bush when she had something to say she just said it. So I visualized when Sharon woke holly up made her take a shower and when she came down an hour later after her shower she looked around and the counter was spotless and everything was in its place it was sparkling clean she had milk and Sharon bought her groceries and then Holly snapped back to reality and started crying and Sharon told her not to that today was a crying free day....so that's what I could picture happening as i read that part of the book that i read.

P.S. I Love you(Predictions)

In the book P.S. I Love you i am on the chapter three because i just started reading it but so far it is about a girl named Holly and her husband died i'm not sure why yet but...he died and now all she has left is memories of him and she is trying to get over it and be happy but she can't and everyone keeps calling her to make sure she made it through the night...and her mom called and said something about an envelope that says "the list" at the top and she thinks that it is from her husband before he passed away and the list is about the things she would forget to do if she ever lost him like turning off the light before bed and getting milk simple things like that but she told herself to pull it together because she had never saw him working on the list. I predict that Holly is still going to stay in her house not doing anything still moping around. But i also think that her mom will come by her house and give her the envelope because Holly won't go get it because she's scared.